I haven’t been feeling very well for the past two weeks, and because I’m just stuck at home, it’s hard to find the motivation to write.
I don’t want to be whiny or anything in this post but I just wanted to share my feelings and how it has been for the past couple of days. I have been feeling very sick since Friday two weeks ago, and sometimes it goes away for two-three days, but then it comes back. It’s not coronavirus, I don’t have the symptoms, but still, I don’t feel very well. And no one can really help me right now, because the focus is just on one sickness. Sadly.
And as you may or may not now I’m on a layoff, which means I will probably get some financial help from the state but have to wait. All this is just huge stress for me because currently, I get no income. I have some savings, but they weren’t meant to be spent on essentials… I hope it won’t get so bad after time.
With all this mess that is going around, it’s been a thought time finding inspiration to write or at least a topic that I could write about. I’m thinking to go into a direction of poem translation – because it just requires the translation and the topic makes itself. It takes a lot of time though, but that’s what I have too much now. Time.
The weather has been a blessing recently though. It’s like all those cars and planes stopped so the Sun and blue sky could come out. I know it sounds ridiculous but I can’t think of any other reason why only recently it is how it is. I’ve been trying to go out for walks and such but it’s just this worry what if after I will feel worse. Just an endless circle of worries.
Anyway, I spilled my heart out, that’s it. I hope you guys are doing well, not like me. We can just hope all this mess will stop one day. Just when it will be? See you soon with (probably) some Norwegian poems’ translations.